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I Thought Leaving Would Feel Like Freedom.

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  After a month, everything seems so normal and dull... as if nothing ever happened. I am happy, but I feel empty. I waited for this for the longest time... three years and counting. I honestly did not like how I left things. It felt rushed. It felt sad. And honestly, if I could go back in time... I would probably do it the same way. I can't help but blame myself for leaving a toxic environment. I was suffering. Scars have been drawn on my body. Unwanted habits have now become normal for me. I feel restless. I am exhausted. I am tired, yet I feel like I don't deserve sleep. Why, though? I only left because I was tired of being exploited. I want to be selfish. I want to put myself first. I have been nothing but a dirty doormat. My mind, soul, and body crave peace and sleep, but I feel like the moment I lay down, I will fall behind. Am I over exaggerating my grief? Or am I trying to convince myself that leaving was the wrong step? I feel lonely. I don't crave people to intera...
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A New Chapter Of My Life ๐Ÿซถ❤️

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Oh my God ๐Ÿฅน๐Ÿ˜„๐Ÿซถ❤️ Hi and I know it's been forever since I last posted here ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ’” Like sometimes I just open up my blog and stare in absolute laziness ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’” Not because I don't want to write but because I have sooooooo much to do personally ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿคฒ❤️ If you're reading this post and you've read most of my previous post, you'll realize that life has not been easy for me and I wouldn't stop whining about it ๐Ÿ˜…๐Ÿ˜†❤️‍๐Ÿฉน But I'm here to confirm and tell you that all is well for real ๐Ÿซ ๐Ÿคง๐Ÿ’” I have lived in sorrow and hurt for Soo long that it has traumatized me ๐Ÿ’” Yet though my days are still grey and cloudy, I want to look on the positive side, I have to accept my reality and save & change my situation ๐Ÿซ ๐Ÿคง❤️‍๐Ÿฉน B#tching and moaning about it has literally gotten me no where ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜‘๐Ÿฅฒ๐Ÿ˜“๐Ÿ˜ž๐Ÿ’” I am not cured From my suffering, I still have terrible days and life is testing my patience ๐Ÿ’” But I refuse to just sit there and let my story be told and dictated...
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When Death Passed By Our Door

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  Welcome to Gurlfriend Ruls  where real thoughts meets real change ☕๐Ÿ’• So I've started a new blog at  ๐ŸŽ€ Gurlfriend Ruls ❤️ ๐Ÿฅน❤️ I want to educate, inform, advice and inspire all the overwhelmed girlies going through a lot in life ☹️๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ’”....all my girlies who are tired of surface level advice ☹️๐Ÿซ ๐Ÿ’” Cuz honestly speaking, I have been really traumatized since last year....I have experienced so much hurt and pain that it has honestly affected me ๐Ÿซ ❤️‍๐Ÿฉน Cuz if you honestly read my blog posts....they are really really sad and depressing ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿคง❤️‍๐Ÿฉน I'm not proud of it but like I am ๐Ÿ˜ญ❤️‍๐Ÿฉน I do have happy days and a lot of sad days ๐Ÿ˜ญ❤️‍๐Ÿฉน So yh I've been busy with my new blog ๐Ÿฅน❤️ Trying to tweak and work it out ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿฅฐ❤️ It's live so you can check it out ๐Ÿฅณ๐Ÿซถ๐Ÿ’– So today 10 March, 2026 has been one of my worst days ๐Ÿ’” I wish today didn't happen and I would never in my life, want to re live today ๐Ÿ’” So my dad would have died hours before I woke up....he was attacked by ro...
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I want to be your babe ๐Ÿฃ❤️

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 This is literally my mood right now ๐Ÿคง๐Ÿ’– I don't know whose son or daughter this is but like...... I'm loving the lashes ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ’…๐Ÿ’–....purr ๐Ÿ˜š๐Ÿ’…๐Ÿ’–
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๐ŸŒธ Carefree, Confused & Still Dreaming ๐ŸŒธ

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Okay so I’m going to be carefree and blaaaaahh ๐Ÿ˜Œ๐Ÿฅด๐Ÿคช๐Ÿ˜œ๐Ÿ˜ช๐Ÿ˜ด๐Ÿ’” Because honestly… I don’t even know how I’m feeling ๐Ÿ‘€❤️‍๐Ÿฉน I feel better today though, so I’m here to spill ๐Ÿข๐Ÿ’• I’m a weird dreamer with a wild imagination, always wanting to try new things ๐Ÿ˜Œ❤️‍๐Ÿฉน But life is ugh ๐Ÿ˜’ sometimes ๐Ÿšฎ I really love talking. And writing. And rambling non-stop ╰⁠(⁠⁠´⁠︶⁠`⁠⁠)⁠╯✨ Anyone who truly knows me knows I’ve always had this one big book the kind I design and fill with thoughts, lessons, quotes… not stories, just me (⁠◜⁠‿⁠◝⁠)⁠♡ But here’s the plot twist: I’m an introvert ๐Ÿคง❤️‍๐Ÿฉน A serious one. I can talk to you nonstop for a week, then suddenly go quiet ๐Ÿซ  Not because I don’t care. Not because I don’t want to talk. I genuinely don’t know why ส•⁠·⁠แดฅ⁠·⁠ส”❤️ And the worst part? The longer the silence lasts, the heavier it feels… until reaching out feels awkward and cringe for me ๐Ÿ˜ต‍๐Ÿ’ซ So I overthink. And spiral. And blah blah blah ๐Ÿฅด❤️‍๐Ÿฉน So why am I writing this post (⁠￣⁠(⁠๏ฝด⁠)⁠￣⁠)⁠๏พ‰❤️ Because onc...
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Life reminder ⁠♡

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 ๐Ÿ“๐Ÿ’•: Forgive yourself for not knowing earlier what only time could teach you ❤️‍๐Ÿฉน ....xoxo ๐Ÿ’–
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My only prayer...23:30pm...22.jan..2026

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 Tonight I lay here with so much pain and anguish in my heart ๐Ÿฅ€๐Ÿ’” I'm so overwhelmed with anger, hopelessness and sadness ๐Ÿฅ€๐Ÿ’” Where is the God who draws nearer in your most darkest night??? Where is the almighty merciful God??? Is there even God??? Cuz I'm tired!!! I'm sad!!!! I'm overwhelmed!!!!! I can do nothing but cry till my tears run dry and blood overflows ๐Ÿฅ€๐Ÿ’” I am hurting but there's no God or no one to save me, I'm tired of this life ๐Ÿฅ€๐Ÿ’” I do not want to chained down to live a life forced on me, because that's how someone else lived before me ๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’” Why am I the only one hurting when I know you'll never let others go through my pain !? You have neglected me and prioritized yourself and others before me ๐Ÿฅ€๐Ÿ’” Such selfish people ๐Ÿฅ€๐Ÿ’” I have done nothing but to love, respect and honor you so much ๐Ÿฅ€๐Ÿ’” I just want to be worthy of your love and care and is that so much to ask???? Why are you doing this me?? ๐Ÿฅ€๐Ÿ’” I cry myself to sleep everyday kno...
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A Letter Written in Bruises๐Ÿฅ€

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have you ever wanted something so bad๐Ÿฅ€.... that no matter how much you strive to get it... it falls into the hands of the lazy and ungrateful ☹️๐Ÿ’” Suffering so much and just wanting to taste a little freedom...but all the treasures you ever wished for...is freely handed over to freeloaders ๐Ÿฅ€๐Ÿ’”, who don't even see the need for it and don't appreciate it ☹️๐Ÿฅ€๐Ÿ’” Freedom, power and privilege is always handed to the wrong ppl ๐Ÿ˜ฅ๐Ÿฅ€๐Ÿ’”....ppl who are self centered, arrogant and selfish ๐Ÿฅ€๐Ÿ’” Ppl who don't work so they don't see what they have is gold ๐Ÿซ ๐Ÿ’” Ppl who just sneeze and lands and gold's are handed to them ๐Ÿซ ๐Ÿ’” The worst part is....you can't even speak up and correct them...cuz it is seen as disrespect ๐Ÿซ ๐Ÿ’” Born without a golden spoon... forced to sweat and cry before you can even see the golden spoon ๐Ÿซ ๐Ÿฅ€๐Ÿ’” Praying endless and wishing for miracles ๐Ÿฅ€๐Ÿ’” Crying blood but no one to wipe your tears ๐Ÿซ ๐Ÿฅ€๐Ÿ’” It was never said all our desires would be fulfilled ๐Ÿซ ๐Ÿฅ€๐Ÿ’”...
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๐ŸŽ€: Still Healing ๐ŸŒฑ๐Ÿ’•

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 Okay so it's me again ๐Ÿ˜™❤️ Documenting another piece of my life ๐Ÿซ ❤️‍๐Ÿฉน So in my older posts it seemed like  I was going through a lot  and was having a really tough time which was and is true though ๐Ÿซ ❤️‍๐Ÿฉน So I fell into depression for almost 6 weeks,  completely left social media because everything was incredibly draining ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ’” I couldn't think straight and I was constantly comparing myself to everyone ๐Ÿฅฒ❤️‍๐Ÿฉน Even though I know it's just aesthetic and filters, it still felt real ๐Ÿซ ๐Ÿ’” So I've been doing some self healing accepting my situation and just going with the flow.... rather than stressing out and controlling what I can't ๐Ÿ˜“๐Ÿคง❤️‍๐Ÿฉน I feel so much lighter like ๐Ÿ˜ญ.... I feel so much peace even though my life isn't perfect ๐Ÿ™‚... and I feel like I'm cracking every second ๐Ÿ™‚๐Ÿ™‚๐Ÿ™‚๐Ÿ™‚๐Ÿ™‚๐Ÿ™‚๐Ÿ™‚๐Ÿ™‚๐Ÿ™‚๐Ÿ™‚๐Ÿ™‚๐Ÿ™‚๐Ÿ™‚๐Ÿ™‚๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’” Yet I've learned to embrace the storm ๐Ÿ˜™๐Ÿซถ๐Ÿ’• I feel opportunities coming my way, not miracles but opportunities I work...
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2025 Wasn't Perfect, But I Survived ๐ŸŒฑ๐Ÿ’•

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 2025 is almost over ๐Ÿฅ€๐Ÿ’” So many things happened this year,  and I’m glad I was able to document parts of my life on this blog ๐Ÿฅฐ๐Ÿ’. I know that sitting back a year or two from now  and reading this will be so nostalgic,  and I can’t wait for that moment ☺️❤️. I told myself that 2025 was going to be my year,  and though the year is ending without any physical achievements to show for it ๐Ÿฅ€✨,  I’ve gained so much experience, wisdom, and lessons ๐Ÿฅน❤️. The mistakes, the heartbreaks, and the challenges are constantly pushing me to grow into the person I am becoming every day ๐Ÿซ‚๐Ÿ’✨. I waited and prayed for miracles to change my life, when I should have been building myself up ๐Ÿฅ€๐Ÿ’”. I can’t even count the times I’ve broken down, cried, been disappointed…  and still found the strength to overcome it all ๐ŸŒฑ๐Ÿ’•. One thing 2025 has taught me is that nothing is permanent and everything is temporary.  Where I was in March 2025 is not where I am today ๐ŸŒฑ๐Ÿ’•. Th...
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Today Belongs To My Dad ๐ŸŽ€๐Ÿ’•

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  A father’s love is one of the greatest kinds  of love you could ever experience๐Ÿซถ๐Ÿ’.  There are so many people out there who never had the chance to know their fathers.... some were born without ever seeing them,  some lost them at a young age, and others had fathers who walked away๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿซ ๐Ÿ’” But today, my story is different.  My dad is still alive ๐Ÿฅน๐Ÿซถ๐Ÿ’–.  God has blessed him with another year of life, and for that, I am endlessly grateful. I’m grateful for everything he has done for us and everything he continues to do.  I sincerely appreciate all his sacrifices, his efforts, and the love he’s poured into our lives๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿ’.  My prayer for him is simple yet deep: may God grant him good health๐ŸŒฑ, a long and fulfilling life๐Ÿ€,  and an everlasting youthful glow๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ May all his prayers be answered, and may he achieve everything his heart desires๐Ÿ˜˜๐Ÿ’˜๐Ÿ’•  And when I become the great person I dream of becoming๐Ÿ’–, it will be my sworn duty to take ...
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This Chapter Feels Different: Grateful For Every Step ⁠♡

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Shout out to God for making everything  good and possible in my life ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ’–.  I’ve seriously tested the waters, and it was rough I won’t lie ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ❤️‍๐Ÿฉน.  But every single experience has made me stronger and tougher ๐Ÿ’ช๐Ÿ’•.  I’m so hyped and excited for the next chapter of my life ๐Ÿฅฐ❤️. I also want to give a huge thanks to the person helping me achieve my life goals and dreams ๐Ÿฅน๐Ÿ’–.  I love you, Bon Bon ๐Ÿ’‹๐Ÿฅฐ❤️‍๐Ÿ”ฅ. I would seriously be nothing without you ๐Ÿซ‚๐ŸŒ๐Ÿ’–. I told myself 2025 was going to be my year, and I meant it ๐Ÿฅฒ๐Ÿ˜ค.  I’ve been counting my days, reflecting on my life, and I knew I wanted to make a change.  Even though the beginning of this year felt so tough and rough, I was determined to figure myself out.  And with God as my witness, I’ve made a silent breakthrough in my life ๐Ÿฅน❤️‍๐Ÿฉน. I am truly happy and deeply grateful because… like, I’ve been through a lot.  Sure, everyone has been through a lot duuuhhh ๐Ÿ˜†❤️ but I’m talking about my j...
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I Thought Being Soft Made Weak: Then I Read These Verses

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Lately, I’ve just been tired. Tired of trying to do everything on my own.  Tired of carrying the weight of life with my own strength. And I know I’m supposed to lean on God, not myself, but it’s so easy to forget. I didn’t open my Bible today to be “productive” or “spiritual.”  I just needed something real. I needed comfort. I needed to hear from God. And for a moment, I felt bad like I only run to Him when I’m hurting.  But then I realized… maybe even that guilt is His gentle way of calling me back.  Of whispering, “It’s okay. Just come sit with Me.” So, I read. And these verses softened me.  They reminded me that being soft isn’t weak,  it’s actually where I find His strength the most. ๐Ÿ“–✝️๐Ÿ’™: Romans 8:18 The pain you've been feeling cannot compare to the joy coming ♡ ๐Ÿ“–✝️๐Ÿ’™: Isaiah 30:18  God's plan is worth the wait ♡ ๐Ÿ“–✝️๐Ÿ’™: Habakkuk 2:3 There will come a time when your tears will fall, not because of your troubles...but because God has answered y...
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When Everything Feels Against You: A Reminder to Trust the Journey

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 When It Feels Like Everything’s Against You๐Ÿ˜ฅ๐Ÿ’”… Ever wanted something so badly that you could taste it๐Ÿฅบ❤️…  but for some reason, no matter how hard you try, things just keep falling apart? ๐Ÿ˜”๐Ÿ’” That’s the feeling that's been hovering around me ๐Ÿซ . Wanting to grow ๐ŸŒฑ.  Wanting to push forward ๐Ÿ’”.  Wanting to become the person I see in my dreams❤️.  But life? Life keeps dragging its feet, slamming doors in my face, and whispering, "Not yet๐Ÿ˜ž" And it hurts๐Ÿค• ๐Ÿ’” Because I’m trying my best. I’m putting in the effort. I’m doing all the “right” things. But the results๐Ÿฅฒ? Nowhere to be seen๐Ÿ’” Today, I remembered something I heard once,  I don’t even know where exactly  but it said " When One Door Closes, An Entire House Can Open, Trust God " At first, I rolled my eyes because... what does that even mean ๐Ÿฅฒ๐Ÿ’”?  But then it hit me: sometimes, we’re not supposed to carry everything alone๐Ÿฅบ.  Sometimes, we’re supposed to breathe, release, and trust ...
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Why You Don’t Have To Read Your Bible Every Day To Be A Good Christian

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So like, one thing I honestly don't get is how everywhere you turn, someone's saying "You have to read your Bible every single day if you want to get close to God๐Ÿ’™" Like be for real. That's like saying I have to read my science textbook everyday just to have a good relationship with my teacher ๐Ÿซค.  It literally doesn't make sense in any scenario,  but somehow we believe that's what Christianity is about ๐Ÿ‘€.  Personally, I don't think reading your Bible 24/7 or doing "nice Christian thing" is what makes you a good Christian.  And I really want my fellow girlies in Christ to hear this๐Ÿ˜Œ๐Ÿ’… "You don't have to stress over not reading your bible everyday ๐Ÿค" Like, if you're out here feeling guilty like :  "Oh no, I haven't studied my Bible in days ๐Ÿ’”, I must be a bad Christian ๐Ÿ˜ข"  Chill. Breathe. You're not a failure and God hasn't cancelled you๐Ÿคญ๐Ÿฉต Let's be honest, does not reading your textbook everyd...
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