When Death Passed By Our Door

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  Welcome to Gurlfriend Ruls  where real thoughts meets real change ☕πŸ’• So I've started a new blog at  πŸŽ€ Gurlfriend Ruls ❤️ πŸ₯Ή❤️ I want to educate, inform, advice and inspire all the overwhelmed girlies going through a lot in life ☹️πŸ˜­πŸ’”....all my girlies who are tired of surface level advice ☹️πŸ« πŸ’” Cuz honestly speaking, I have been really traumatized since last year....I have experienced so much hurt and pain that it has honestly affected me 🫠❤️‍🩹 Cuz if you honestly read my blog posts....they are really really sad and depressing 😭🀧❤️‍🩹 I'm not proud of it but like I am 😭❤️‍🩹 I do have happy days and a lot of sad days 😭❤️‍🩹 So yh I've been busy with my new blog πŸ₯Ή❤️ Trying to tweak and work it out 😍πŸ₯°❤️ It's live so you can check it out πŸ₯³πŸ«ΆπŸ’– So today 10 March, 2026 has been one of my worst days πŸ’” I wish today didn't happen and I would never in my life, want to re live today πŸ’” So my dad would have died hours before I woke up....he was attacked by ro...
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My only prayer...23:30pm...22.jan..2026

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 Tonight I lay here with so much pain and anguish in my heart πŸ₯€πŸ’”

I'm so overwhelmed with anger, hopelessness and sadness πŸ₯€πŸ’”

Where is the God who draws nearer in your most darkest night???

Where is the almighty merciful God???

Is there even God???

Cuz I'm tired!!!

I'm sad!!!!

I'm overwhelmed!!!!!

I can do nothing but cry till my tears run dry and blood overflows πŸ₯€πŸ’”

I am hurting but there's no God or no one to save me, I'm tired of this life πŸ₯€πŸ’”

I do not want to chained down to live a life forced on me, because that's how someone else lived before me πŸ’”πŸ’”πŸ’”

Why am I the only one hurting when I know you'll never let others go through my pain !?

You have neglected me and prioritized yourself and others before me πŸ₯€πŸ’”

Such selfish people πŸ₯€πŸ’”

I have done nothing but to love, respect and honor you so much πŸ₯€πŸ’”

I just want to be worthy of your love and care and is that so much to ask????

Why are you doing this me?? πŸ₯€πŸ’”

I cry myself to sleep everyday knowing you have made up your mind to ignore me?

Why are you so bias!!

I just want to live like everyone else πŸ₯€πŸ’”

If you wouldn't let me live my life, let me go and allow me to suffer and figure it out myself πŸ₯€πŸ’”

I don't want to be caged in a dungeon where I'm not even regarded as a human being πŸ₯€πŸ’”

I can not even cry because you shut me down so others wouldn't know my pain πŸ₯€πŸ’”

I am tired of hoping the ones dear to my heart would open their hearts an inch to see an inch of my pain πŸ₯€πŸ’”

I'm pleading and I'm begging please, save me and care for me for i wasn't asked to be born 

I'm pleading with my hollow bones and soul if there truly is a God I serve, I just ask of you this one thing πŸ₯€πŸ’”

And I promise never to ask of anything again πŸ₯€πŸ’”

I don't deserve this and you know it so why do I go through this pain please, give them empathy and sympathy for I am just a mere child, let them see my pain please....let them free meπŸ₯€πŸ’”

That is all I ask of God πŸ₯€πŸ’”

There is so much more to life than my problems and I do not want to end my life before I experience them all πŸ₯€πŸ’”


I want to live freely please πŸ₯€πŸ’”

I am tired and my soul is no more πŸ₯€πŸ’”

Please

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