Weightless ⁠♡

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  I stepped out of myself today. I just stood there, a silent ghost, watching my own body move through the heavy ache of living. It broke something inside my mind to see it from the outside to look into my own eyes and feel the absolute, hollow emptiness staring back. I used to hold onto things. I used to have hope. But I watched it drain out of me, until there was nothing left but space. I am so light now. So fragile, like dry autumn leaves. If the wind were to catch me right now, it would carry me away, drift me across the sky, and drop me somewhere so far down that I would never, ever want to come back. There is a strange regret in being this hollow. I watched my body beg for sleep, pleading for the dark to just turn off the noise. But sleep is no longer a requirement for this life. The clock keeps ticking, but the rest never comes. So I roamed. Endless, heavy nights, walking side by side with my lover. Dark after dark, two shadows chasing a phantom. We were hunting for hope, bu...
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A New Chapter Of My Life ๐Ÿซถ❤️

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Oh my God ๐Ÿฅน๐Ÿ˜„๐Ÿซถ❤️

Hi and I know it's been forever since I last posted here ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ’”

Like sometimes I just open up my blog and stare in absolute laziness ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”

Not because I don't want to write but because I have sooooooo much to do personally ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿคฒ❤️


If you're reading this post and you've read most of my previous post, you'll realize that life has not been easy for me and I wouldn't stop whining about it ๐Ÿ˜…๐Ÿ˜†❤️‍๐Ÿฉน


But I'm here to confirm and tell you that all is well for real ๐Ÿซ ๐Ÿคง๐Ÿ’”


I have lived in sorrow and hurt for Soo long that it has traumatized me ๐Ÿ’”


Yet though my days are still grey and cloudy, I want to look on the positive side, I have to accept my reality and save & change my situation ๐Ÿซ ๐Ÿคง❤️‍๐Ÿฉน


B#tching and moaning about it has literally gotten me no where ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜‘๐Ÿฅฒ๐Ÿ˜“๐Ÿ˜ž๐Ÿ’”

I am not cured From my suffering, I still have terrible days and life is testing my patience ๐Ÿ’”

But I refuse to just sit there and let my story be told and dictated because of someone ๐Ÿฅฒ❤️‍๐Ÿฉน


I'm no longer going to let fear, anxiety and sadness stop me from doing what I love ๐Ÿซ ❤️‍๐Ÿฉน


I'm building a system around what I love and establishing myself from there ๐Ÿฅฒ๐Ÿซ ❤️‍๐Ÿฉน


That's why I haven't posted here in a while, cuz I'm realistically working on myself ๐Ÿซถ❤️‍๐Ÿฉน


So here's the tea ☕๐Ÿ’•

๐ŸคŽ : I have officially launched my YouTube pod ๐Ÿฅฐ๐Ÿ˜š๐Ÿฅณ๐ŸŽ‰❤️❤️❤️

I did tell you, I'd launch it this year...yess I don't have a luxurious expensive studio...I don't even have a microphone ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ’”.

I just have my will to work and my passion to succeed ☺️๐Ÿซถ❤️. 

So Valentina Speaks is totally live and coloured ✅๐Ÿ’— 

๐ŸŒธ๐Ÿ’–>>>( The Unholy Gurl Gospel )<<< ๐Ÿ’–๐ŸŒธ

Like I want to start messy and grow from there ๐Ÿฅน❤️

Like I posted my first 2 videos and got 11 subscribers and I am forever grateful ๐Ÿ˜š๐Ÿซถ๐ŸŽ‰๐Ÿ’—

When I posted my 2nd yt video it got banned because of copyright issues..cuz I used Cardi's music as my intro 

And I love the fact that I am starting messy, I am learning stuff, I would have never known if I was still waiting for the right time ❤️


๐ŸคŽ: I have finally like finally finally finally finally finally found the perfect platform to not only host my online store but to also give me the tipping feature I so needed ๐Ÿฅน๐Ÿ˜†๐Ÿฅฐ❤️❤️❤️❤️

Like now I can create and sell my Products and have the support of my audience, after 3 and half years of searching ๐Ÿฅน❤️.

So I am going to be creating so many products that would help you by elevating your lifestyle and mindset for real ๐Ÿ˜š๐Ÿซถ❤️‍๐Ÿฉน

Plus I'm still going to be recommending products that I know it's worth it ☺️❤️


๐ŸคŽ: As you already know, I have launched a new website Where I educate, inform and inspire ๐Ÿฅฐ❤️

Like blogspot is my diary thought log ๐Ÿ“๐Ÿ“–❤️

While WordPress is my informing, educating, mindset shifts haven ๐Ÿฅน๐Ÿซถ❤️

Pls please subscribe to my WordPress email list, so you wouldn't miss any new releases ๐Ÿ“๐Ÿฅบ❤️


๐ŸคŽ: I am a creative overthinking mentality depressed introvert, who want to take risks to elevate my life and the life of others so please ๐Ÿฅน๐Ÿซถ❤️

Follow me, like, share and support my journey....so you can help me, help you ๐Ÿฅฐ๐Ÿฅน❤️

Just a girl sharing her unfiltered thoughts and voice... hoping to inspire and create change ๐Ÿฅน๐Ÿซถ๐Ÿ˜š❤️

I love you all so much ☺️❤️

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