When Death Passed By Our Door

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Welcome to Gurlfriend Ruls
 where real thoughts meets real change ☕๐Ÿ’•



So I've started a new blog at ๐ŸŽ€ Gurlfriend Ruls ❤️ ๐Ÿฅน❤️

I want to educate, inform, advice and inspire all the overwhelmed girlies going through a lot in life ☹️๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ’”....all my girlies who are tired of surface level advice ☹️๐Ÿซ ๐Ÿ’”

Cuz honestly speaking, I have been really traumatized since last year....I have experienced so much hurt and pain that it has honestly affected me ๐Ÿซ ❤️‍๐Ÿฉน


Cuz if you honestly read my blog posts....they are really really sad and depressing ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿคง❤️‍๐Ÿฉน

I'm not proud of it but like I am ๐Ÿ˜ญ❤️‍๐Ÿฉน

I do have happy days and a lot of sad days ๐Ÿ˜ญ❤️‍๐Ÿฉน

So yh I've been busy with my new blog ๐Ÿฅน❤️

Trying to tweak and work it out ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿฅฐ❤️

It's live so you can check it out ๐Ÿฅณ๐Ÿซถ๐Ÿ’–


So today 10 March, 2026 has been one of my worst days ๐Ÿ’”

I wish today didn't happen and I would never in my life, want to re live today ๐Ÿ’”

So my dad would have died hours before I woke up....he was attacked by robbers with a man literally chasing him with a cutlass ๐Ÿ’”


Death was staring at him in the eyes and God being soooo good, he escaped ๐Ÿ™❤️‍๐Ÿฉน

But it's honestly sad though, to think that the world has gotten this dark ๐Ÿ’”


He just wanted to go to work and come back....but sadly such a terrible tragedy happened to him ๐Ÿ’”

I honestly wouldn't know what I would have done ๐Ÿซ ๐Ÿ’”

May God honestly bless him, protect and guide him ๐Ÿซ ๐Ÿ’”

I love him so much and I wouldn't want anything to happen to him

God help us ๐Ÿ™✝️๐Ÿ’™

And today my mind wandered to the edge of the map… the kind of place where a person just wants to disappear for a while ๐Ÿ’”

I even packed a few things into my bag as if I was ready to walk away from everything that has been weighing on my chest ๐Ÿฅ€

I am honestly fed up with my living situation ๐Ÿ’”

Sometimes it feels like I'm trapped between four walls that echo more pain than peace ๐Ÿ–ค

I honestly hate it and I don't care if they see this post ๐Ÿ’”

I regret ever crossing paths with certain people in that space ๐Ÿ’”

There are days I lose my appetite completely because my heart is heavier than my stomach ๐Ÿฅ€

I don't want to say too much… but there are moments when a person just wants fresh air, open roads, and distance from the storms that live inside a house ๐Ÿ–ค

God give me strength to overcome everything ❤️‍๐Ÿฉน

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