When Death Passed By Our Door
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I am mentally traumatized๐ซ. Emotionally confused๐ฃ๐. Spiritually cracking like a beautifully fragile glass๐ท๐
Today, I feel like screaming my lungs out into a void ๐️๐️. Why??!!. Because I got 2%. Two๐ญ๐
Oh, the horror ๐คง. The disrespect ๐ญ. The tragedy of my soft little academic ego ๐ญ๐ญ๐๐.
In all my 3.5 years of studenting, I have never seen such disgrace ๐คง. This paper slapped me across the face with a cold ink that said "2"๐ต
I'm officially in my soft gurl academic breakdown ๐ช๐ค๐ซฃ๐ค.
I just want to lie down with some chilled pineapple ๐, stare at the ceiling and mourn ๐.
Mourn what exactly ๐ค...I don't even know ๐ซ.... just everything ๐ญ๐.
Maybe this is one of those times where a lesson is learnt somewhere ๐คง.
They say failure is a bruise not a tattoo ๐ญ๐.
Maybe I'm overreacting a lil ๐️๐.
I need this ๐ซ, I want to scream into a pillow and shout for the angels to hear my whispered tears๐ญ๐.
Could this be my fault ๐?! Probably ๐คง
Everyone is dissing the lecturer though ๐ฅน, maybe I should join them ๐ถ๐ซ.
Buh even though I'm shocked and in pain, I believe disrespecting someone won't bring any healing๐ค๐ค.
It's just noise ๐ฃ️๐..... unnecessary noise to be precise ๐๐ฃ️๐.
And the truth is, I'll forget about this before tomorrow ๐๐ . Though I got 2%๐ฅน, I'm dramatically okay with it ๐ซถ๐.
I'm cracking like glass, but healing like gold ๐คญ๐ช.
Because setbacks are not full stops, they're commas✅๐
2% Bruised Me....Not Broke Me๐๐
This is wonderful.
ReplyDeleteI admire the fact that you didn't let the 2% define you. Keep up the good work.
Aww thank you ๐ฅฐ๐❤️
DeleteIt's just one failure closer to success ๐๐ซถ๐