When Death Passed By Our Door

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  Welcome to Gurlfriend Ruls  where real thoughts meets real change ☕๐Ÿ’• So I've started a new blog at  ๐ŸŽ€ Gurlfriend Ruls ❤️ ๐Ÿฅน❤️ I want to educate, inform, advice and inspire all the overwhelmed girlies going through a lot in life ☹️๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ’”....all my girlies who are tired of surface level advice ☹️๐Ÿซ ๐Ÿ’” Cuz honestly speaking, I have been really traumatized since last year....I have experienced so much hurt and pain that it has honestly affected me ๐Ÿซ ❤️‍๐Ÿฉน Cuz if you honestly read my blog posts....they are really really sad and depressing ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿคง❤️‍๐Ÿฉน I'm not proud of it but like I am ๐Ÿ˜ญ❤️‍๐Ÿฉน I do have happy days and a lot of sad days ๐Ÿ˜ญ❤️‍๐Ÿฉน So yh I've been busy with my new blog ๐Ÿฅน❤️ Trying to tweak and work it out ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿฅฐ❤️ It's live so you can check it out ๐Ÿฅณ๐Ÿซถ๐Ÿ’– So today 10 March, 2026 has been one of my worst days ๐Ÿ’” I wish today didn't happen and I would never in my life, want to re live today ๐Ÿ’” So my dad would have died hours before I woke up....he was attacked by ro...

How I Survived My Soft Girl Academic Breakdown After Getting 2%

 I am mentally traumatized๐Ÿ˜ซ. Emotionally confused๐Ÿ˜ฃ๐Ÿ’”. Spiritually cracking like a beautifully fragile glass๐Ÿท๐Ÿ’”

Today, I feel like screaming my lungs out into a void ๐Ÿ‘️๐Ÿ‘️. Why??!!. Because I got 2%. Two๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ’”

Oh, the horror ๐Ÿคง. The disrespect ๐Ÿ˜ญ. The tragedy of my soft little academic ego ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”.

In all my 3.5 years of studenting, I have never seen such disgrace ๐Ÿคง. This paper slapped me across the face with a cold ink that said "2"๐Ÿ˜ต

I'm officially in my soft gurl academic breakdown ๐Ÿ˜ช๐Ÿค๐Ÿซฃ๐Ÿ–ค.

I just want to lie down with some chilled pineapple ๐Ÿ, stare at the ceiling and mourn ๐Ÿ˜“. 

Mourn what exactly ๐Ÿค”...I don't even know ๐Ÿ˜ซ.... just everything ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ’”.

Maybe this is one of those times where a lesson is learnt somewhere ๐Ÿคง. 

They say failure is a bruise not a tattoo ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ’”.

Maybe I'm overreacting a lil ๐Ÿ–️๐ŸŒš.

I need this ๐Ÿ˜ซ, I want to scream into a pillow and shout for the angels to hear my whispered tears๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ’”.

Could this be my fault ๐Ÿ‘€?! Probably ๐Ÿคง

Everyone is dissing the lecturer though ๐Ÿฅน, maybe I should join them ๐Ÿ˜ถ‍๐ŸŒซ. 

Buh even though I'm shocked and in pain, I believe disrespecting someone won't bring any healing๐Ÿคž๐ŸคŽ.

 It's just noise ๐Ÿ—ฃ️๐Ÿ’”..... unnecessary noise to be precise ๐Ÿ˜‘๐Ÿ—ฃ️๐Ÿ’”.

And the truth is, I'll forget about this before tomorrow ๐ŸŒš๐Ÿ’…. Though I got 2%๐Ÿฅน, I'm dramatically okay with it ๐Ÿซถ๐Ÿ’•. 

I'm cracking like glass, but healing like gold ๐Ÿคญ๐Ÿช™. 

Because setbacks are not full stops, they're commas✅๐Ÿ’•

2% Bruised Me....Not Broke Me๐Ÿ’‹๐Ÿ’—

Comments

  1. This is wonderful.
    I admire the fact that you didn't let the 2% define you. Keep up the good work.

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    1. Aww thank you ๐Ÿฅฐ๐Ÿ˜‚❤️
      It's just one failure closer to success ๐Ÿ˜š๐Ÿซถ๐Ÿ’•

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