Weightless ⁠♡

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  I stepped out of myself today. I just stood there, a silent ghost, watching my own body move through the heavy ache of living. It broke something inside my mind to see it from the outside to look into my own eyes and feel the absolute, hollow emptiness staring back. I used to hold onto things. I used to have hope. But I watched it drain out of me, until there was nothing left but space. I am so light now. So fragile, like dry autumn leaves. If the wind were to catch me right now, it would carry me away, drift me across the sky, and drop me somewhere so far down that I would never, ever want to come back. There is a strange regret in being this hollow. I watched my body beg for sleep, pleading for the dark to just turn off the noise. But sleep is no longer a requirement for this life. The clock keeps ticking, but the rest never comes. So I roamed. Endless, heavy nights, walking side by side with my lover. Dark after dark, two shadows chasing a phantom. We were hunting for hope, bu...
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How Gratitude and Love Help Me Through the Hard Days

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 Lately, I’ve just been thinking…  

Despite all the pain we go through💔, life is still full of little moments of overcoming❤️‍🩹.

Yes, we hurt😢💔  

We feel frustrated😞💔

We feel anxious😣💔 

We get disappointed🫠💔

And honestly, sometimes it feels like all we do is feel and nothing changes🫠.

But the truth is — sitting in those feelings doesn’t fix anything.  

And don’t get me wrong, those emotions are valid and real. I feel them too🥹❤️‍🩹

But when it all gets too much, I’ve learned something that helps:  

gratitude💝

Not the fake kind, not the “just be positive👀” stuff — I mean real, soft gratitude🥺💝

Like taking a moment to breathe and say… "Even if nothing is going right, this one thing🥺, this one person🥺, this one blessing🥺... is still here🥹❤️."

 When I feel like breaking down, I think of that one person in my life who sees me❤️‍🔥.  

They show up for me🥺.  

They care when I don’t even know how to ask🥺.  

They think about my happiness in ways that melt my heart🥺They love parts of me I thought were invisible🥺❤️  

And honestly? That’s everything😊💖.

It’s in those moments that I remember — no matter the pain🥺, love always finds a way to show up🫀❣️  

So yes, we suffer🥲. But we also receive🫂💕.  

And sometimes, the very thing keeping us going… is just knowing someone truly loves us through the chaos🥰❤️‍🔥.

To that angel in my life — thank you🫂. I see you🥹. I feel you. I love you🥺❤️.

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  1. Sun GodMay 25, 2025 at 11:09 AM

    My love😭🤲🫶❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥

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    1. edidi ♡May 25, 2025 at 11:59 AM

      I don't even know how to respond 😂😂🤗❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥

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