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When Death Passed By Our Door

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  Welcome to Gurlfriend Ruls  where real thoughts meets real change ☕๐Ÿ’• So I've started a new blog at  ๐ŸŽ€ Gurlfriend Ruls ❤️ ๐Ÿฅน❤️ I want to educate, inform, advice and inspire all the overwhelmed girlies going through a lot in life ☹️๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ’”....all my girlies who are tired of surface level advice ☹️๐Ÿซ ๐Ÿ’” Cuz honestly speaking, I have been really traumatized since last year....I have experienced so much hurt and pain that it has honestly affected me ๐Ÿซ ❤️‍๐Ÿฉน Cuz if you honestly read my blog posts....they are really really sad and depressing ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿคง❤️‍๐Ÿฉน I'm not proud of it but like I am ๐Ÿ˜ญ❤️‍๐Ÿฉน I do have happy days and a lot of sad days ๐Ÿ˜ญ❤️‍๐Ÿฉน So yh I've been busy with my new blog ๐Ÿฅน❤️ Trying to tweak and work it out ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿฅฐ❤️ It's live so you can check it out ๐Ÿฅณ๐Ÿซถ๐Ÿ’– So today 10 March, 2026 has been one of my worst days ๐Ÿ’” I wish today didn't happen and I would never in my life, want to re live today ๐Ÿ’” So my dad would have died hours before I woke up....he was attacked by ro...
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So what's going on now ???

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 So like it's me your doll Edidi ๐Ÿฅน๐Ÿฅฐ๐Ÿ˜Š♥️♥️♥️.... it's been almost....I don't remember weeks since I last wrote on my cozy blog ๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿซถ♥️✨.... I haven't forgotten about it don't worry ๐Ÿฅฐ๐Ÿซถ♥️.... I've just been pretty busy ๐Ÿคง๐Ÿ˜ต‍๐Ÿ’ซ๐Ÿ˜ฎ‍๐Ÿ’จ๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’” So I haven't gotten enough time ๐Ÿข๐Ÿ’•...I actually want to write a bunch of posts giving the lastest and all the updates so far ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜ฉ๐Ÿ˜ฉ๐Ÿ˜ฉ✨✨✨ But I'm tired right now and sleepy ๐Ÿฅฑ๐Ÿ˜ด๐Ÿ’”, but I'll update you guys soon ๐Ÿฅน( by you guys...I mean me, myself and the void ๐Ÿฅน).... I'm not writing for validation, just sharing my unfiltered thoughts ๐Ÿฅฑ๐Ÿซถ♥️ I'm so sleepy but I'll update you guys soon... promise ๐Ÿฅน๐Ÿคž, cross my heart and hope to die ๐Ÿ˜˜๐Ÿ˜❤️ Good night ๐Ÿ˜ฉ❤️ Plus, I don't want Google to think the blog is dead and abandoned ๐Ÿ˜ญ❤️
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I'm Done Oversharing

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  I want to be alone...I want to isolate myself from everything I'm tired... I'm sad... I'm overwhelmed.... I'm depressed ๐Ÿฅ€๐Ÿ’” Right now my life feels sooo heavy, I don't know what to do ๐Ÿฅ€๐Ÿ’” Whether I look left or right....up or down, help isn't coming from anywhere ๐Ÿฅ€๐Ÿ’” I have prayed, wished, starved, hoped for just a little glimpse of freedom and reassurance ๐Ÿฅ€๐Ÿ’” I have over shared my problems and situation with sooo many ppl and now I regret it ๐Ÿฅ€๐Ÿ’” At the end of the day, I just lay down in bed with my pillow soaking up my endless tears.... I'm tired...I gave myself that opportunity to over share and in the end, ppl are finding me difficult and I just sound like I'm nagging ๐Ÿฅ€๐Ÿ’” The ones closest to my heart that I never thought would turn s complete blind eye on me...have locked their doors on me and all they do is gossip about me ๐Ÿฅ€๐Ÿ’” Why ???!!! I blame myself for everything... cuz I am facing the circumstances of my actions ๐Ÿฅ€๐Ÿ’” Circumstances has ...
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I just wanted to talk

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  Why am I still hurting ๐Ÿฅ€๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”? I poured my soul out...but I was met with confusing ๐Ÿ’ญ I expected you to talk back and tell me how you were feeling ๐Ÿฅ€❤️‍๐Ÿฉน But you just ended up... taking time off ๐Ÿฅ€❤️‍๐Ÿฉน I never wanted you to take time off ๐Ÿฅ€❤️‍๐Ÿฉน I just wanted you to communicate with me ๐Ÿซ ๐Ÿ’” Rather than shutting the whole conversation down and going offline ๐Ÿฅ€๐Ÿ’” You are so far away from me and the distance between us is deep...so I can't meet you us to discuss ๐Ÿฅ€❤️‍๐Ÿฉน Distance doesn't destroy relationships...but silence does ๐Ÿค So please don't be quiet ๐Ÿฅ€❤️‍๐Ÿฉน Hear my cries and speak to me ๐Ÿ˜“❤️‍๐Ÿฉน Don't let me overthink and it would get me overwhelmed ๐Ÿฅ€❤️‍๐Ÿฉน I'm hurting but you're just taking time off ๐Ÿฅ€๐Ÿ’” Please don't do this to me.....❣️๐Ÿ’” I'm going to also give you the time and spave you need to process your thoughts ❤️‍๐Ÿฉน I'll be here... whenever you feel like talking....you know where to find me ❤️‍๐Ÿ”ฅ
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