I'm Done Oversharing

 

I want to be alone...I want to isolate myself from everything

I'm tired... I'm sad... I'm overwhelmed.... I'm depressed 🥀💔

Right now my life feels sooo heavy, I don't know what to do 🥀💔

Whether I look left or right....up or down, help isn't coming from anywhere 🥀💔

I have prayed, wished, starved, hoped for just a little glimpse of freedom and reassurance 🥀💔

I have over shared my problems and situation with sooo many ppl and now I regret it 🥀💔

At the end of the day, I just lay down in bed with my pillow soaking up my endless tears.... I'm tired...I gave myself that opportunity to over share and in the end, ppl are finding me difficult and I just sound like I'm nagging 🥀💔

The ones closest to my heart that I never thought would turn s complete blind eye on me...have locked their doors on me and all they do is gossip about me 🥀💔

Why ???!!!

I blame myself for everything... cuz I am facing the circumstances of my actions 🥀💔

Circumstances has led me to where I am today 🥀❤️‍🩹

I don't want to be with anyone...I don't want to speak or pour out my heart to anyone cuz I've done that a billion times and in the end... nothing came out of it

So I have decided to set the right boundaries 🥀💔

To cut off ppl for good 🥀

To isolate myself coz it's not like they care 🥀💔

It's my life and the hurt and anguish I'm going through no one sees them or feels them because everyone has a problem of their own 🥀💔... and I understand and respect that ❤️‍🩹

I have been traumatized and I have experienced stuff too early in my life 🥀💔...I am tired and fed up 🥀💔