I Thought Leaving Would Feel Like Freedom.

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  After a month, everything seems so normal and dull... as if nothing ever happened. I am happy, but I feel empty. I waited for this for the longest time... three years and counting. I honestly did not like how I left things. It felt rushed. It felt sad. And honestly, if I could go back in time... I would probably do it the same way. I can't help but blame myself for leaving a toxic environment. I was suffering. Scars have been drawn on my body. Unwanted habits have now become normal for me. I feel restless. I am exhausted. I am tired, yet I feel like I don't deserve sleep. Why, though? I only left because I was tired of being exploited. I want to be selfish. I want to put myself first. I have been nothing but a dirty doormat. My mind, soul, and body crave peace and sleep, but I feel like the moment I lay down, I will fall behind. Am I over exaggerating my grief? Or am I trying to convince myself that leaving was the wrong step? I feel lonely. I don't crave people to intera...

Why You Need to Start Before You Feel Ready

 

This blog post is inspired by a Pinterest tweet I just saw.

 It says,

 “No matter how old you get, you always wish you started younger, and today is the youngest you can be.”

This is so true.

I want to share my thoughts on it because so many of us want to start something, 

but we always feel like it’s not the right time or we’re not in the right stage of our lives.

 Then the moment we finally start, we tell ourselves, 

“Oh my God, if I had started this earlier…”

I’ve met so many people who feel like they lost opportunities because they didn’t learn a specific skill way back then. 

They feel like if they had started earlier, it would have benefited them now.

But I’m here to tell you...you are never too late.

Today is the day you can start whatever you want to start. There is no rule that says you have to start today and succeed tomorrow.

And don’t compare yourself to other people. 

Even me, I struggle with comparison all the time😓🤍. I’m always comparing myself to others.

So if you want to start a business, learn a skill, or do anything at allstart.

Start imperfect. Start when you don’t know what you’re doing. Just go with the flow and build yourself from there.

Because one thing I really hate, one thing I never want for myself, is to stand somewhere one day and say, “If I had started earlier, I would have been somewhere by now.”

Think about your older self. 

Imagine what they would tell you. They would probably say start now.

Because today is the youngest you will ever be.

As each day goes by, we are all getting older. 

Our days are moving forward. I’m not saying this in a scary way, but in a real way. time is going.

If you lost opportunities in the past, they’re gone. You can’t rewind time. You can’t change it.

So just go with the flow. Be where you are right now. Start with what you have.

Because today is the youngest you can be.

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