Weightless ⁠♡

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  I stepped out of myself today. I just stood there, a silent ghost, watching my own body move through the heavy ache of living. It broke something inside my mind to see it from the outside to look into my own eyes and feel the absolute, hollow emptiness staring back. I used to hold onto things. I used to have hope. But I watched it drain out of me, until there was nothing left but space. I am so light now. So fragile, like dry autumn leaves. If the wind were to catch me right now, it would carry me away, drift me across the sky, and drop me somewhere so far down that I would never, ever want to come back. There is a strange regret in being this hollow. I watched my body beg for sleep, pleading for the dark to just turn off the noise. But sleep is no longer a requirement for this life. The clock keeps ticking, but the rest never comes. So I roamed. Endless, heavy nights, walking side by side with my lover. Dark after dark, two shadows chasing a phantom. We were hunting for hope, bu...

Congratulations Clara Dao… You Lost Me ๐Ÿ’”

 So like I just really needed to type this ๐Ÿฅฑ๐Ÿ’”

Like I am officially done with Clara Dao ๐Ÿ˜ช๐Ÿ’”

Like I made 2 yt videos about her and I actually enjoyed making content on her, cuz she's cute, funny, relatable, dramatic, unpredictable ๐Ÿ˜ซ๐Ÿ˜ฉ๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”

Like when she even got her boob job, I was disappointed unfollowed her but still kept watching her content and checking up on her ๐ŸŒš๐Ÿซถ❤️

I honestly didn't mind she started an only fans and got a supposed bbl... which I don't know if it's true or not ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ’”

Like yh, girl you can get an OF and no one would care cuz it's your life choices and whatever ๐Ÿ˜’๐Ÿ’”

But the reason why I am done with her, It's because of that 2 by 4 reason she gave as to why she started an only fans ๐Ÿ˜‘๐Ÿ’”


So like it went like this .....

Nobody: Clara why did you start an OF ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ‘€๐Ÿฅ€๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”

Clara: I just wanted to be rebellious ๐Ÿค“๐Ÿ‘❤️‍๐Ÿฉน


Oooooooohkay ๐Ÿ˜‘๐Ÿ˜’๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ™„????!!!!

What kind of dumb excuse is that ?.... like girl... I don't want it to feel like oh she can't do only fans because she's almost freaking 30 like #lifegoals ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ช๐Ÿ’”


As if her boob job reason wasn't weird enough ๐Ÿ™„๐Ÿฅ€๐Ÿ’”

I'm trying my hardest not to be rude and diss her or insult her, cuz she's honestly pissing me off ๐Ÿฅน๐Ÿ˜„๐Ÿฅ€๐Ÿ’”


Yh I know her only fans, is not her doing nudes, 

coz I know it's basically her posing in different sexy dresses and she talking about her exclusive behind the scenes life ๐Ÿ˜‘๐Ÿ˜ฉ๐Ÿ’”

Like gurl, your life doesn't interest ppl as you may think....with your supposed 10.2M followers ๐Ÿ˜’๐Ÿฅ€๐Ÿ’”


So like I didn't want to waste my time to make another yt video on her because honestly there are already thousands of videos talking about her online ๐Ÿ™„๐Ÿฅ€๐Ÿ’”

 and I am personally getting sick and tired of it ๐Ÿ™„๐Ÿฅ€๐Ÿ’”


This attention and intentional clout Creation, is not only toxic but extremely draining ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ช๐Ÿ’”

Like Clara has become the definition of arrogance, ego self centered, a liar and an absolute hypocrite ๐Ÿฅน๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿฅ€❤️‍๐Ÿฉน

Such a nice title to have on your head Clara Dao ๐Ÿฅฐ❤️

And she has stated that public opinions don't bother her anymore, cuz duuuh is her life right ๐Ÿ˜ฉ❤️‍๐Ÿฉน

As for me, I'll just share my unfiltered thoughts on her cuz I like rambling ๐ŸŒš๐Ÿซถ❤️

Freedom of speech ๐ŸŒš๐Ÿซถ❤️


Oh yh no one cares that you're from a rich family ๐Ÿšฎ๐Ÿ’” and you started OF๐Ÿšฎ๐Ÿ’”, 

nobody cares if you love OF or not๐Ÿšฎ๐Ÿ’” , No Body cares if you get plastic surgery to look fake and perfect ๐Ÿšฎ๐Ÿ’” 

and no body cares if you want to look or be like a bop ๐Ÿ™„๐Ÿ˜’๐Ÿฅ€๐Ÿ’”

This is not a hate statement or anything.... it's just facts ๐Ÿฅฑ❤️‍๐Ÿฉน


And honestly the truth hurts ๐Ÿฅฐ๐Ÿซถ❤️‍๐Ÿฉน

I know ๐Ÿ˜š๐Ÿซถ❤️‍๐Ÿฉน

The thing that was funny to me is that she thought of herself as a bop girl like ๐Ÿ˜†❤️


If you think being a bop girl is an achievement, why do you think ppl aren't rushing for that title ๐Ÿ˜š๐Ÿ‘


Like gurl, if you join the bop house....you would not only be the oldest in that house, but the most oddest ๐Ÿ˜ฉ๐Ÿ’”


I'm not saying she would join the bop house, I'm just saying cuz she's "rebellious" and unpredictable ๐Ÿฅบ❤️


Clara is trying soooooooooooooo hard to be a baddie ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ’”

Like she's trying soooo hard to make ppl think like, oh yh this is my life ๐Ÿ˜š, Fuck off ๐Ÿฅฐ๐Ÿซถ❤️, my life my rules my choices ๐Ÿฅฐ๐Ÿ–•❤️

Cuz like gurl congratufuckinglations ๐Ÿ˜Š๐ŸŽ‰๐ŸŽŠ❤️❤️❤️❤️


You successfully single handly drove off the very community you built from scratch ๐Ÿ˜˜๐Ÿฅน❤️❤️❤️

Like gurl, let me be completely honest with you ๐Ÿ˜ฎ‍๐Ÿ’จ๐Ÿฅ€❤️‍๐Ÿฉน

No one hates you fr ❤️

Like no body ever hated you from the beginning, cuz like yh ....you got a lot of hate when you were posting flat chested content...but the love you had and the inspiration you created was a million times more than the hate you got ๐Ÿฅบ❤️


You alone single handly inspired sooo many girls not only in Vietnam but world wide to love themselves as they are regardless ๐Ÿฅน๐Ÿซถ❤️

Like I don't know if you can imagine how big that is, being the face of body positivity community ๐Ÿซถ❤️❤️❤️❤️


Like honestly if you played the game right, you could have been remembered forever, you could have left a real valuable name for yourself ๐Ÿ’ฏ✨๐Ÿ’ซ

 Just like Michael Jackson, Marilyn Monroe and so many more impactful ppl, you would have been remembered for generations to come fr ❤️

Cuz like I really wanted to host Clara Dao on my yt pod one day ๐Ÿฅน❤️....I imagined talking to her , cuz she inspired sooo many girls and created impactful change ๐Ÿฅน❤️

I personally aim to create a change in this world and give the world a reason to remember my name ๐Ÿซ ❤️‍๐Ÿฉน

I don't want to die and be forgotten ๐Ÿซ ❤️‍๐Ÿฉน and to believe that Clara had a chance of a lifetime and just destroyed it because she felt bored and rebellious is just crazy ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜–๐Ÿ˜–๐Ÿ˜–๐Ÿ˜–๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”


I know maybe at some point, you would obviously get bored of your content and would want to try something else ๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿฅ€❤️


If you came out like this to your community saying " hey guys ๐Ÿฅน❤️, I know I have inspired so many ppl to love their bodies just as it is and stuff ❤️,

 and I have inspired and created change through love care ๐Ÿฅฐ๐Ÿ’.....but I think it's time for me to close that character of my life ๐Ÿซถ❤️.....I love and appreciate all of you so so so much ๐Ÿ˜Š❤️‍๐Ÿ”ฅ,

 and I hope you can still love and support my journey ๐Ÿฅฐ๐Ÿซถ❤️...thank you ๐Ÿ’•"


I know you could have handled it much better ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”

But like you just came out one day like " boom I got my Cherries ๐Ÿ’ fixed, fuck you and mind your own business ๐Ÿ˜—๐Ÿ–•✨๐Ÿ’ซ" like how ๐Ÿ™„?????? 

And exactly a year later, you thought to yourself oooh lemme be rebellious cuz I wasn't rude enough to the very community who loved and supported me ๐Ÿคช๐Ÿคช๐Ÿคช๐Ÿคช๐Ÿคช❤️❤️❤️ 

"Boom watch me bitches...I joined Only Fans, I'm loving it ๐Ÿคช, I'm rich ๐Ÿค‘ my family is rich ๐Ÿคช, I wish I started earlier ๐Ÿคช, Screw you yet come subscribe to my OF and let's chat ๐Ÿคช๐Ÿซถ❤️ "


Girl ๐Ÿ™„, Be freaking real like ๐Ÿ™„❤️‍๐Ÿฉน

You turned your fans into your hates because you were bored and felt rebellious ๐Ÿ™„๐Ÿ™„๐Ÿ’”

No one is jealous of your wild side that you keep bragging about like, I'm surprised ppl still support you after all of this ๐Ÿฅน, 

but ah well individual differences ๐Ÿฅน๐Ÿซถ❤️

It's their choice to love and support you ๐Ÿ˜š๐Ÿซฐ๐Ÿ’•

And one thing I've noticed about Clara is, she can't face the hate ..... she'll either ignore or delete it ๐Ÿ™„๐Ÿ’”

I wish she would make a video to address her audience and have a one on one heart to heart real Convo with her audience ๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿซ  without us paying for a subscription fee,

 but until that day I'm closing my Clara Dao chapter ๐Ÿšฎ๐Ÿšฎ๐Ÿšฎ๐Ÿฅ€๐Ÿฅ€๐Ÿฅ€๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’” 


Plus I don't get it, why would you spend yrs building your audience only for at the end of the day, 

for you to just partially stop creating content online and tell us to pay before we see what you do now? ๐Ÿ™„๐Ÿฅ€๐Ÿ’”


Cuz I check her only fans page, and she's literally active 24/ 7 likeeeeee ๐Ÿฅ€๐Ÿฅ€๐Ÿฅ€๐Ÿฅ€๐Ÿฅ€๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”

And it's either she was last seen 2 mins ago or 5 mins ago like girl, take a break ๐Ÿ™„๐Ÿฅ€๐Ÿ’”


As for me I have closed my Clara Dao door, cuz I'm too stressed to be watching toxic ppl fake it on social media ๐Ÿ˜ฉ❤️‍๐Ÿฉน

There are already too many toxic ppl on the internet so like yh ๐Ÿข๐Ÿ’•

I really pray this post finds you ๐Ÿข๐Ÿ’•

Even if it does, you wouldn't care would you ๐Ÿ˜˜๐Ÿซถ❤️

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