When Death Passed By Our Door
My cozy space to think out loud and make sense of life in real time. I explore psychology, faith, emotions, identity and everything in between. Not as an expert, but as a girl trying to figure it all out with honesty. If you're tired of vague advice and surface level healing. You're at the right place ♡. If you love journaling, deep talks and figuring life out slowly, you'll feel right at home here ๐ก๐
I honestly thought that family look out for each other
and any relative of yours.... loves, supports and wants nothing but the best for you ❤️๐ฉน
Till I learned to breathe under another roof ๐…
I always knew borrowed spaces come with their own silences ๐
But I told myself I could handle it… I guess ๐ซ ๐
My living situation has taught me that you can truly never trust anyone.
Even though the person is my relative...he is still human ๐
A human capable of insulting and verbally abusing and degrading their own blood relative ๐ซ ๐
I have nothing to say, I used to respect and pity my relative....
but going too far to as saying that even an illiterate can do this or that better than me ???
Then what do you take me for? ❤️๐ฉน
I don't mind doing chores for you, reducing myself to your maid, doing this and that for you ๐
I don't mind because I did it out of love๐...but you took me for another piece of flesh just wanting a place to lay my head ๐ฅฒ❤️๐ฉน.
Circumstances has led me to where I am today but I know I'll surely overcome it ๐ซ ๐
The sleepless nights, the late night cries, the overwhelming hunger and thirst....I know will come to an end ❤️๐ฉน
Your empty words mean nothing to me and they won't break me.... cuz I won't let someone who has no value in my life, define my worth ๐ช❤️๐ฉน
I'm not going to say anything...but just know that the love and respect ...
I had for you is gradually fading away and I will never accept you as my own blood who cared for me ๐
I just see pure ugly hypocrisy ๐ค
#healingslowly #tiredsoul ๐
Oh I know how you feel, I used to be in that situation till I worked and left๐ฅบ๐ซ
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