When Death Passed By Our Door
My cozy space to think out loud and make sense of life in real time. I explore psychology, faith, emotions, identity and everything in between. Not as an expert, but as a girl trying to figure it all out with honesty. If you're tired of vague advice and surface level healing. You're at the right place ♡. If you love journaling, deep talks and figuring life out slowly, you'll feel right at home here 🏡💕
Lately, I've been feeling off 🥲💔
Like meh😑, like the kind of "meh" where you're confused and your mind keeps replaying moments like a broken record 🙄💔
I was involved in a normal not so rare average situation, that left me disappointed ☹️, emotionally drained 😔 and just.....done😒💔
You ever meet people who just can't take responsibility for their actions😤??
They know what they're doing is wrong 😒, they know 😐, they're very much aware 😕.
But instead of owning up and saying "I'm sorry 😐" they go full olympic mode and jump to blame someone else 😠.
It's actually very annoying, it's unfair and it's just giving 🖤 poor character vibes 🖤
And the worst part ?
The consequences of their behaviour don't just affect them....they spill over and affect others too 🫠
And they don't even care.
No guilt. No pause. No reflection
Just bad vibes and bold disrespect 🙄😒
Then there's that other kind of hurt....
The one that comes from people you genuinely trusted🥺.
People you looked up to🥺.
People you believed would be there for you in your moment of need🥺.
And then? Boom. Disappointment😵💫. Shattered trust🤧. Cold behavior that stings worse than silence😳.
It's a special kind of heartbreak when someone you saw as kind🥹 and dependable🥹 turns out to be careless with your pain.
It messes with your head😵. And your heart🤒.
Like… how can someone you believed in just leave you to figure things out alone?
I know, I know — we’re told not to expect too much from people🤥💔
Yes we were told humans are flawed🤥💔
We were told trust is risky🤥💔
But honestly? That doesn’t make the pain any less real🤧.
It still hurts when people choose indifference over compassion😕.
When they choose pride over accountability😕.
When they choose themselves at the expense of others — without a second thought😥💔.
I swear, you'll never know someone's true personality until you find yourself wanted 🥲💔...and that's no lie 🤥 💔
So I learnt the not so surprising way not to expect too much from people😮💨💔
And for the people who keep throwing their bad character around like confetti?
I pray they meet a situation that truly humbles them deeply… and teaches them what their actions actually cost others👀😐.
Because kindness matters❤️.
Character matters❤️.
And so does owning your mistakes❤️.
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