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  I stepped out of myself today. I just stood there, a silent ghost, watching my own body move through the heavy ache of living. It broke something inside my mind to see it from the outside to look into my own eyes and feel the absolute, hollow emptiness staring back. I used to hold onto things. I used to have hope. But I watched it drain out of me, until there was nothing left but space. I am so light now. So fragile, like dry autumn leaves. If the wind were to catch me right now, it would carry me away, drift me across the sky, and drop me somewhere so far down that I would never, ever want to come back. There is a strange regret in being this hollow. I watched my body beg for sleep, pleading for the dark to just turn off the noise. But sleep is no longer a requirement for this life. The clock keeps ticking, but the rest never comes. So I roamed. Endless, heavy nights, walking side by side with my lover. Dark after dark, two shadows chasing a phantom. We were hunting for hope, bu...

Disappointed by Someone You Trusted? Here’s What I Learned About Hurt And Healing

 Lately, I've been feeling off 🥲💔 

Like meh😑, like the kind of "meh" where you're confused and your mind keeps replaying moments like a broken record 🙄💔

I was involved in a normal not so rare average situation, that left me disappointed ☹️, emotionally drained 😔 and just.....done😒💔

You ever meet people who just can't take responsibility for their actions😤??

They know what they're doing is wrong 😒, they know 😐, they're very much aware 😕. 

But instead of owning up and saying "I'm sorry 😐" they go full olympic mode and jump to blame someone else 😠.

It's actually very annoying, it's unfair and it's just giving 🖤 poor character vibes 🖤

And the worst part ?

The consequences of their behaviour don't just affect them....they spill over and affect others too 🫠

And they don't even care.

No guilt. No pause. No reflection 

Just bad vibes and bold disrespect 🙄😒

Then there's that other kind of hurt....

The one that comes from people you genuinely trusted🥺.  

People you looked up to🥺.  

People you believed would be there for you in your moment of need🥺.  

And then? Boom. Disappointment😵‍💫. Shattered trust🤧. Cold behavior that stings worse than silence😳.

It's a special kind of heartbreak when someone you saw as kind🥹 and dependable🥹 turns out to be careless with your pain.  

It messes with your head😵. And your heart🤒.  

Like… how can someone you believed in just leave you to figure things out alone?

I know, I know — we’re told not to expect too much from people🤥💔

 Yes we were told humans are flawed🤥💔

We were told trust is risky🤥💔

But honestly? That doesn’t make the pain any less real🤧.  

It still hurts when people choose indifference over compassion😕.  

When they choose pride over accountability😕.  

When they choose themselves at the expense of others — without a second thought😥💔. 

I swear, you'll never know someone's true personality until you find yourself wanted 🥲💔...and that's no lie 🤥 💔 

So I learnt the not so surprising way not to expect too much from people😮‍💨💔

And for the people who keep throwing their bad character around like confetti?

 I pray they meet a situation that truly humbles them deeply… and teaches them what their actions actually cost others👀😐.

Because kindness matters❤️.  

Character matters❤️.  

And so does owning your mistakes❤️.

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