I Thought Leaving Would Feel Like Freedom.

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  After a month, everything seems so normal and dull... as if nothing ever happened. I am happy, but I feel empty. I waited for this for the longest time... three years and counting. I honestly did not like how I left things. It felt rushed. It felt sad. And honestly, if I could go back in time... I would probably do it the same way. I can't help but blame myself for leaving a toxic environment. I was suffering. Scars have been drawn on my body. Unwanted habits have now become normal for me. I feel restless. I am exhausted. I am tired, yet I feel like I don't deserve sleep. Why, though? I only left because I was tired of being exploited. I want to be selfish. I want to put myself first. I have been nothing but a dirty doormat. My mind, soul, and body crave peace and sleep, but I feel like the moment I lay down, I will fall behind. Am I over exaggerating my grief? Or am I trying to convince myself that leaving was the wrong step? I feel lonely. I don't crave people to intera...
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My Pinterest Obsession Is So Real It’s Embarrassing (But Also Not)

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Pinterest: My Peaceful, Pretty, Nerdy Paradise ๐Ÿ“Œ๐Ÿ’–

So let’s talk about something really close to my heart — Pinterest. Yes babes, Pinterest is my peace ๐Ÿง˜๐Ÿ’•. It’s literally where my brain goes to take a vacation.


I know this might sound dramatic, but Pinterest is my haven— for peace, comfort, joy, inspo, healing, and just ✨vibing✨.  

Like, some people journal… I Pinterest.

And guess what? I don’t just have one account. I have three full Pinterest accounts and I use all three daily. Why? Because I’m that girl. That Pinterest Nerd๐Ÿ˜Œ๐Ÿ“Œ๐Ÿ’…

๐Ÿ—‚️ Organizing My Brain... in Boards

I loooove organizing my thoughts, moods, and ideas into boards. 

Not just because it’s cute, but because it’s SO therapeutic.  

Each board has its own mood, its own vibe, its own tiny lil’ world ๐Ÿฅน๐Ÿซถ.

Like I seriously recommend having a board for every specific thing— it’s not complicated at all, I promise.

And the best part? You can follow other people’s boards too — 

which basically means you get to peek into their brains and get inspo from what they love ๐Ÿ˜š๐Ÿ’•

Okay okay so here are some of my fave boards that I’ve either just created or totally adore:

๐ŸŒธ Ghibli Family & Friends

A cozy lil' place where I save Studio Ghibli pics & all things wholesome and nostalgic ๐Ÿฅน✨

๐Ÿ—ฏ️ Tweets for All

This is where I collect tweets, quotes & reminders that just get me. Funny, deep, or healing — all in one board ๐Ÿ’ญ๐Ÿ’…

๐ŸŽ€ Aesthetic DIY Cute

Yup. You guessed it. All the ✨soft girl✨ DIYs, aesthetic crafts, and cute stuff that makes me wanna create (and squeal) ๐Ÿงต๐ŸŒท๐Ÿ’–

The beautiful thing about Pinterest is… you get to make it yours.

Create boards that reflect your life, your vibe, your hopes, and your chaos.  

Give them names you love and fill them up with things that make your heart flutter. It’s self-care. It’s healing. It’s you ๐Ÿซถ๐Ÿ’Œ

So go on, open that app and build your little Pinterest palace ๐Ÿ‘‘๐Ÿ“Œ

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