Why I Smile Even When I’m Hurting (And Why That Doesn’t Mean I’m Okay)

So a friend asked me yesterday 

"Why are you always happy even when you're going through something?"

And I was like....so am I suppose to be moody or something 👀?

Yeah maybe the "right" emotion for when you're hurting is sadness or moodiness🌚.

 But as for me I'll keep laughing and being cheerful. Yes sometimes I would be sad, but I won't let it show as if the world owes me something 🙄. 

I just don't feel the need to perform sadness 😭💔.

I don't see the sense in walking around with a heavy frown so people can be like "Yeah, this girl is going through a lot,"

Like okay.... I'm going through a lot what next 🥹??

No one gives a rat ass when you're sad, so why frown and destroy your cute face 😫💔

I swear, frowning won't solve world hunger or magical make all your problems disappear 🥹💔

It's only going to give you premature wrinkles😭💔 and an ugly vibe 🙄

Yh I've seen posts like "She was happy and dancing and hour ago, within 2 hours she killed herself 👻"

Posts like that are truly hurtful and sad, I won't lie 🤐💔

So here's a friendly reminder 🎗️, please check up on your happy friends 😭. 

They're probably mentally unstable, emotional traumatized with an exclusive luxurious smile 😭😭💔

They seriously have deep rooted sadness no one ever sees🥲💔

They're literally walking time bombs🤐🫰🩶

But all jokes aside I feel like:

🕯️ You don't always have to frown to prove you're sad

🕯️You don't have to fake joy either 

🕯️ You're allowed to be a paradox. Soft but strong 🤧. Sad but smiling ❤️

Just be honest. Be real. 

Let the feelings exist without letting them ruin your vibe and face 💋💗