Weightless ⁠♡

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  I stepped out of myself today. I just stood there, a silent ghost, watching my own body move through the heavy ache of living. It broke something inside my mind to see it from the outside to look into my own eyes and feel the absolute, hollow emptiness staring back. I used to hold onto things. I used to have hope. But I watched it drain out of me, until there was nothing left but space. I am so light now. So fragile, like dry autumn leaves. If the wind were to catch me right now, it would carry me away, drift me across the sky, and drop me somewhere so far down that I would never, ever want to come back. There is a strange regret in being this hollow. I watched my body beg for sleep, pleading for the dark to just turn off the noise. But sleep is no longer a requirement for this life. The clock keeps ticking, but the rest never comes. So I roamed. Endless, heavy nights, walking side by side with my lover. Dark after dark, two shadows chasing a phantom. We were hunting for hope, bu...
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The Day a Stranger Stood Up for Me: A Story of Kindness in School

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So like… I kinda-sorta broke a school rule today ๐Ÿ˜Œ  

Nothing that serious, but technically undergraduates aren’t allowed in the graduate library ๐Ÿ‘€๐Ÿ’€  

But the regular library was FULL and I had to find peace ๐Ÿ˜ฉ๐Ÿ“š✨  

So I gently snuck in and sat quietly like a soft breeze ๐ŸŒš  

Right next to a graduate student who noticed me, but didn’t snitch  instead, she asked if I was comfy ๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿ’—  

Yes ma’am, I was ๐Ÿ˜Œ๐Ÿซถ๐Ÿ’• 

I spent 6 hours napping, studying, scrolling, just living peacefully ๐Ÿง˜‍♀️๐Ÿ“–  

Until one coat-and-tie guy walked in and ruined the vibe ๐Ÿ˜’๐Ÿ’”

He looked me up and down and asked, “Graduate or master’s?” ๐Ÿ’€๐Ÿ˜ญ  

I said undergrad because let’s be real, I’m small and tiny๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ’”  

Then he lectured me about how the guy standing there is doing his master's and I’m in his seat......like for real ๐Ÿ˜‘๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”

Sir… no one owns a seat in a free world ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ  

Though there were other under graduates around, he approached only me maybe because I look younger, smaller or out of place ๐Ÿ˜ญ. That’s really rude and unfair ๐Ÿ˜”๐Ÿ’”. 

No one should use someone’s physical appearance or position to intimidate or bully them ๐Ÿ˜ฅ๐Ÿ’”. 

I stood up ๐Ÿฅฒ, embarrassed๐Ÿคง, about to leave๐Ÿ˜ต‍๐Ÿ’ซ…  

Then the graduate girl beside me turned and said, “Ignore him, you’ve been here all day. Don’t go anywhere.” ๐Ÿฅน๐Ÿ’•  

And my heart went soft-soft ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿฅบ❤️

She didn’t have to say anything, but she did.  

She stood up for me.  

Not because I was right, but because I was human ๐Ÿ’•  

She didn’t use her status to make me feel small ๐Ÿฅบ.  

She made me feel seen ๐Ÿซ‚✨  

So yeah, maybe I broke a rule.  

But today, I felt kindness.  

And that made all the difference๐ŸŒ๐Ÿ’—

To my grad bestie I never knew I needed — thank you ๐Ÿฅน๐Ÿ’“  

If everyone protected each other like this, the world would feel a little safer ๐Ÿ’–

Though I know I may never see her again, may God bless her beautiful heart ❤️ ๐Ÿ’Œ. 

I’m truly honored she showed me such respect and kindness without even knowing me.

 In that small moment, she made a big impact ❤️‍๐Ÿ”ฅand I’ll never forget it ๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿซถ❤️


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