When Death Passed By Our Door
My cozy space to think out loud and make sense of life in real time. I explore psychology, faith, emotions, identity and everything in between. Not as an expert, but as a girl trying to figure it all out with honesty. If you're tired of vague advice and surface level healing. You're at the right place ♡. If you love journaling, deep talks and figuring life out slowly, you'll feel right at home here ๐ก๐
Hey there ๐ค๐
Jones Moon here ๐ซ ....still sharing my unfiltered thoughts and heartbeats ๐ญ๐.
Have you ever felt like you're meant to have your own friends who just get you ๐ฅบ?.
You're not alone ๐....so many people quietly carry this same ache but feel like they have to pretend they're okay ๐ซ ❤๐ฉน.
I'm sure you've dreamed of having your own "Bratz Squad ๐✨" or "My little pony crew ๐ฆ๐✨"....a place where you belong without trying ๐ฉท.
But somehow....life didn't work out that way๐ฅ.
Maybe you grew up and found yourself standing alone ๐ซ in places you thought would be filled with laughter ๐ฅบ, closeness ๐ซ and memories๐ซฐ๐.
And you wonder....why me?
Why am I the one watching others from the sidelines ๐ฅฒ?
Why is it so hard for me to find my people ๐ฅฒ?
You try not to let it hurt ๐ค.....you try telling yourself "it's okay, I'll be fine ๐ต๐ซ๐ซฉ"
But deep inside, it stings ๐ซ ๐
It's stings when you open your phone and there's no messages waiting for you ๐ซ ๐
It stings when you text first, only to get cold, single word replies ๐ซ ๐
It stings when you watch bestie goals pictures and wonder if you'll ever have that too ๐ฅบ๐.
But sometimes life writes ✍️ a different story for us...a lonelier one in the beginning --- not because you're not loveable ๐ซ ,
but because the people who are meant to truly get you haven't arrived yet ❤️
You're not meant for surface level friendships ๐ฉถ
You're meant for soul deep friendships ๐---
the kind where you can be yourself, in all your softness, weirdness, creativity and dreams ๐✨
And yes it hurts when old friends move on ๐ซ ❤๐ฉน or become distant ๐ข❤๐ฉน
It doesn't mean you weren't important to them๐ฅบ๐
It just means you're growing on different paths ๐ฑ๐.
And that's okay, even though it hurts ๐ฅบ๐ซฐ❤๐ฉน
And you know what?
Right now, while it feels lonely ๐ฅบ, you're planting seeds ๐ฑ
๐ท: Seeds of resilience
๐ท: Seeds of self trust
๐ท: Seeds of creativity
๐ท: Seeds of self love ❤️
๐ท: Seeds of discernment
And when those seeds bloom--- you'll attract the right people ๐ซ❤๐ฉน. You won't have to chase them ๐ซ .
They'll recognize your heart because it will match with theirs ๐
True friends are like stars ✨...you don't always see them ๐ฅบ, but they're there๐ฅน๐๐.
You are a whole galaxy waiting to be discovered by those who will treasure you properly ๐ซถ๐
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