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  I stepped out of myself today. I just stood there, a silent ghost, watching my own body move through the heavy ache of living. It broke something inside my mind to see it from the outside to look into my own eyes and feel the absolute, hollow emptiness staring back. I used to hold onto things. I used to have hope. But I watched it drain out of me, until there was nothing left but space. I am so light now. So fragile, like dry autumn leaves. If the wind were to catch me right now, it would carry me away, drift me across the sky, and drop me somewhere so far down that I would never, ever want to come back. There is a strange regret in being this hollow. I watched my body beg for sleep, pleading for the dark to just turn off the noise. But sleep is no longer a requirement for this life. The clock keeps ticking, but the rest never comes. So I roamed. Endless, heavy nights, walking side by side with my lover. Dark after dark, two shadows chasing a phantom. We were hunting for hope, bu...

What If Trying Still Feels Like Failing? (A Diary Entry for the Overwhelmed Girl)


Still sharing my unfiltered thoughts and heartbeats ๐Ÿฅบ❤️

Have you ever had that few where your heart is full of emotions, your thoughts are tangled and nothing feels quite right ๐Ÿ’”.

...well that's a feeling literally everyone can relate to ๐Ÿฉต

That weird feeling...when you don't really know what you're feeling ๐Ÿฅฒ๐Ÿ’”.

Just feeling annoyed, frustrated and even a little burnt out. When you're not okay ๐Ÿ˜ž...but can't explain why

When you're annoyed ๐Ÿ˜” but don't want to talk ....when you're tired ๐Ÿ˜ซ but wired at the same time.

It's really frustrating and overwhelming ๐Ÿ’”. 

I want you to just breathe.  Let it out cuz you're not alone in this๐Ÿ˜ข❤️.

That feeling is natural, normal and human. 

That emotional fog you're feeling is valid and that's what growth looks like ๐Ÿฅบ❤️

It's messy, frustrating and annoying.....

 Maybe you're going through something and it's messing with your mind ๐Ÿ’”. 

You want things to go right. You want to succeed.... and that's normal ❤‍๐Ÿฉน.

You're tired of being told you rush things --- because to you, you're just trying ๐Ÿ’Ÿ 

But you have to acknowledge and accept that ....deep down your stress comes not from effort but from fixating on the outcome instead of the process.

Your brain is screaming "slow down" but your heart is saying "why aren't things working out??"

It's okay ❤️

If your heart feels heavy and your mind is loud and nothing feels quite right ---- take a deep breath ๐Ÿซ๐Ÿ’ž. 

You're not alone in this. Progress is still progress...even if it's slow ๐Ÿฆฅ❤️

And maybe today.... surviving is succeeding ๐Ÿ’—๐Ÿ’•.


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